I know I do not have to jump, yet it seems easier than what the future holds. One hand gone, and the other burned, resigned to a semi-orphaned life without my brothers, save for Maglor.
He really was the only reason I kept on, until the twins came along. Now that they are grown enough, there is no need for me, and I have no need for a world I never would have ventured into had it not been for an overbearing father I had no courage to speak against.
I find my courage lacking now as well. The jewel I clutch sears my hand even more. What torment it has caused. I pray Maglor can understand my decision as I step off the edge.
Author's Chapter Notes:
Maedhros